yes!!!!

yippe!! my ma got her driver's license liao! haha, now can get her to drive me everywhere and pick me up when i go home late.

she really very zai, take the test one time and pass liao. to think that she looked like she is going to freak out the night before the test.. but well.. i had already predicted that she will pass anyway. i have more faith in her than she had for herself.

she is my ou siang! except for the nagginess and the worrying too much about things, the things she do, i really pei fu ta..



and.. yx, i not ur idol lar.. haha, handing in late report should not be something to be followed..

with nus open house over, wat was left was foc planning..

budget calculation is no fun i tell u.. changing figures here and there to make sure every penny is well spent.

but very happy that everything's going well and things are getting on track.. with more ppl doing work, me and boss don't have to discuss and worry about camp stuff online everynight..

hope that things will get even better and that we'll have alot of male campers. for my sake and for the budget's sake. wahaha

a birthday party

went to a b-dae party at my friend's house yesterday. it's been a long time since i have met the busy woman. haha... and to think of it... most of my friends are busy ppl with lots of commitment.

it was great to be able to see her again, though we didn't had much time to talk to each other at her party. one of the big reasons why i am reconsidering to have a party or not...

well, haha, this entry is not about my friend or the party though.. it is about.........her house!! which is situated at such an ulu-ated place that i took like 2hrs to reach it.. to think that singapore is so small..

anyway, main point.. her house is SSssssooooOOOO great!! it's not the biggest one i've seen but it's the one with the nicest design. very spacious ground floor, three storey, plus a rooftop place to sit at look at stars or neighbours, depending on wat u are interested to see.. haha.

it's so nice that the bunch of us who were there were discussing how we could become her neighbours.. we came up with things like marrying the rich old guy that lives nearby.. and some other.. secret sia.. hahaha

had a good time there.. catching up with some old friends, talking about the silly things we did in cedar..


how much we have changed since then...

offered.. a position in the in b/w comm

k.. it's supposedly the pioneer comm for psychology society but i say that it is an in between comm cos it is only from next month till august.. the shortest comm ever in history of ...erm.. watever..

think it sounds nice.. no need to go thru nomination, voting, interview.. it is short term.. have known the rest of the ppl in the comm for quite long.. looks nice on resume.. good deal i think.

till i went home and was poured freezing cold water.


think my father is the most pessimisstic guy in the whole wide world and he doesn't believe in anyone except himself.. to him, everyone is only doing things that would benefit themselves and never to the benefit of others.. haha, if he got alittle more worse than now, i would have without a doubt, classify him according to DSM 4 as a paranoid schizophrenic patient.

ok.. summarize wat he said when i told him i'm planning to join psy comm..
1. why do you want to do that?
2. it is a waste of time
3. u really think that wat ppl say about the benefits are true? schizo..
4. doing this will not help ur resume he firmly believes that it won't be of help..
5. the working world is not as simple as u think
6. they will not care about wat u did for cca
7. it is not impt
8. if it is like wat u have said, then last time i was an officer in army but how come for so many yrs i was not promoted? erm.. i really think that he was not promoted cos of other reasons..
9. anyway, i think it will affect ur studies
10. do you think that u can cope? he have no faith in me.. and it has always been this way
11. the most impt thing now is to get the best possible grade so that u get a better job. well, only 2 kinds of grades for me.. B.A.pass or B.A.merit.. which i truly do not think it matters alot.


sigh.. i am only disheartened by the fact that they don't trust me. never a praise, never an encouragement.

he almost did the same thing when i told him i am treasurer for foc... the first thing he told me was 'u must be very careful of the money otherwise u'll be in alot of trouble when things go wrong.'


so how can they qn me on where my loyalty lies when they are so negative that i feel like running far away.. and inevitably, towards more positive ppl who are coincidentally my friends..

arrowed?!

haha, it seems like so when all u just did was to sit at the meeting place for planning comm of foc 06 to see how u can help, and u name was called and handed the position of the treasurer. i didn't even know wat the plan was at that time..

well, i'm just glad that i am of help to swaps, cos i really think that it needs help badly..

telling people that i was arrowed and ambushed was just something for people to laugh about cos it's funny.

actually, being arrowed, if u see it from another point of view, it's good. cos if no one knows u, it is impossible to be arrowed.. u need at least some reputation. good or bad ones? only those that shoot the arrow will know.. but at least u know, that ur presence is known and felt.


so..... i'm glad.. that i exist.