memories...

so easily triggered..

a date.. a place.. an action.. a smell.. a name..

haunting..

some u wish u'd forget.. others.. u wish to relive..

but.. we are powerless to decide..



i need to make new memories..

we shall see if overloading will erase old memories..

sometimes i hate it that our brain can keep so many things..

lucky for me.... i have quite a reliable forgetful-brain..

freaky friday.. nice show..

You
-are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
-are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
-may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
-are friendly, charming, warm and gets along with almost everyone.
-work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You
-are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
-are solid, dependable, loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You
-are a seeker of knowledge, and have learned many things in your life.
-are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You
-are very charming... dangerously so, and have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
-know what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
-have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!


You
-are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and have a lot of questions about life.
-tend to travel often, to fairly random locations.
-are most comfortable when you're far away from home.
-are quite passionate and easily tempted.

Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound.

It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You
-have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
-don't stick with any one thing for very long.
-have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.

Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You
-are very intuitive and wise.
-understand the world better than most people.
-have a very active imagination and often get carried away with your thoughts.
-are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy, and sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You
-are deeply philosophical and thoughtful.
-tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
-are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted.
-value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

Gemini: You'll realize a judgment you made was actually incorrect and that you should give someone another chance. .





i wonder who will it be..

dragging my leg around the house like a dead carcass is no fun..


i guess i'm not into pain..

无怨无悔

有谁能做到？

我的目标。。

my hands and legs are doing work.. but my mind seems to be wandering..

many things to do.. many things to think about.. but i've been staring at my com screen watching house md as if my life depended on it..

online shows are like narcotics.. lets me escape from the real world..

been on the run alot.. 2 seasons of house.. might just get brain damage from watching too much shows online..

time to face the world?

i don't know..