i found someone to chat with.. how wonderful~~~

i need to better understand the cases that i'm working on... work then out from different angle... run more possibilities and find out more contingencies... i need to know bottom line...

build my case!! consult and discuss with ops mgmt!! know my role!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's really time to borrow some books to read on this...

we are all haunted by the ghosts from christmas past...

our past experiences shape us.. we are conditioned to react.. how many can break that cycle?

i feel inefficient gg home so late everyday...

gg on two months.. i need to see improvements..

or maybe i have improved... just that the workload increased.. hmmm.. wat a comforting thot..

ah~~~ bones...


regrets... hmmm... sometimes once something is chosen.. seems like there's no way to turn back..

but there's always a choice on how to move on from there..

do not update to the new funshion!

such a mistake..

crashing like nobody's business..

I am sleeping much better than i used to.. I wonder is it cos of the new job or that i've been keeping a regular sleeping pattern.. Hmmm.. It might also be the effect of reading books before bed time.. Good thing i have tonnes of books at home..

It's weird to be noticed.. Not very used to it..

The stakes are high.. Or are they? The risk is huge and the possible rewards too..

How would i fare in this test? Only time will tell..

i keep sneezing today....

either too many ppl think of me at the same time or i am catching a bug..

i almost forgot how insecure i can be about my abilities..