there's only that much emotional roller coaster ride one can take..

why do i always have friends who are so emotionally colourful?

why am i the one who always has to be the adult?

why when i try to be the child, it always ends wrong?

why?

sigh..

tired..

the workload is too much...

malfunctioning already... sooner or later something will go wrong.

愛不單行-羅志祥
作詞：嚴云農
作曲：張承濬

找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那個人
很多人都像我　一個人過生活

愛只有簡單筆畫　卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化　我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠　我在等一個人
在等我的永恆　告訴我愛不單行別害怕

用不完身邊泛濫的自由
開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷鎖

愛只有簡單筆畫　卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化　我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠　我在等一個人
在等我的永恆　告訴我愛不單行別害怕

愛只有簡單筆畫　卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化　我愛過幾個人
也被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信
它不是獨行俠　我在等一個人
在等我的永恆　告訴我愛不單行別害怕

我在等一個人　在等我的永恆
告訴我愛不單行相信他

it's one thing for a boyfriend to assume, that a guy that his girlfriend is very close to, is having something more than friendship with his girlfriend...

bur i think it's totally another level when the girlfriend of a girl insists that the girl's close female friend is a lesbian and believes that they are too close to be just friends..

talk abt humans with warped sense of reality..

it hurts to be misunderstood.. i think it's cos.. it makes me wonder why the misunderstanding of my statements and actions could have occured... that... there is no... trust..

but then again.. confronting the misunderstanding.. shows that u want to resolve it..

i always think that ppl could think watever they want abt me, as long as i know wat i said and what i did is above board, i can live with myself.. but of course, it does not mean that it wont hurt when i get misunderstood..

a good lesson learnt.. never share your thots by typing them.. too many ways to misinterpret.. best to talk face to face..

i think everyone wants to be understood and to belong..

ppl whom i click well with always end up buying me earrings when they come back from their overseas trip..

Somewhere Only We Know - Keane

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

love glee... miss TLC..

Unpretty - TLC
I wish i could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)


My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Every time I think i'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But its all the same
At the end of the day
I have my self to blame
I'm just trippin

Chorus:
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up
that M.AC. can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty to

Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then i'll get back to me (hey)

My outsides looks cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Keep on trippin


You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up
that M.A.C can make
But if you can look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel
So damn unpretty


You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up
that M.A.C can make
But if you can look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty to(i'll make u feel unpretty too)


oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh (oh)


You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up
that M.A.C can make
But if you can look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel
So damn unpretty


You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up
That M.A.C can make
But if you can look inside you
Find out who am I too
Be in a position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too