LTC

had a very fruitful workshop that was for preparing the to-be-facilitators of a leadership training camp that is going to be held in my jc next week.

it gave me more self awareness and self confidence...

though alittle apprehensive about how the j1s will receive this camp, i'm looking forward to see wat others can learn from the camp...

i'm still alittle sensitive to the word 'flour'.

back to normal

well, no angry anymore.. settled some stuff with the guy and i think he'll not repeat his mistakes.

but still don't like his mentality and attitude. then again, you can't love everyone... so, i shall accept it as long as what he do doesn't affect the committee.

conclusion: this whole incident can go into the guiness book of records for the person (outside family) to get me that angry for so long.

very pissed

have been tolerating rubbish for the pass two weeks.. and it was from the same person..

i cannot comprehend how come people can be so dumb? or maybe it was not because of dumbness but because they just don't want to follow instructions... which will make me even madder if it is the second reason.

how is it possible for a person to do something that he was verbally told not to and that i have sent an email in simple understandable english to inform about?

argh!!!!!!!!!!

never in my entire school life was i this angry.. and the icing on the cake... not being able to do anything about it.. makes me more pissed.

i believe that anger accumulates when it is not released. it is unhealthy and harmful to the mind and body. it is not possible that it will *poof* and just disappear when you still see the thing that irks you staring right back at you. so don't ask me to 算了. i cannot. and i am not an enlightened being that has the ability to do that. so stop telling me to forget about it.

i don't know how boss is able to tolerate, but if she don't do something soon or if that person does one more stupid thing, i'll blow. and if he still have a small amout of brain cells in his thick head, he'll wish that he's dead.

hols~

finally it has arrived..

at the beginning of the year, had planned to work/intern for the hols, go visit my aunt in shanghai, help out in psych camp...

but..

as expected, things never go the way they are planned out to be.. now, i have one jc leadership camp to help out, psych society to set up and run, and the psych soc camp to run..

so...

this equate to no money, no time, alot alot of sai gang..