looking good..

i'm happy.. really really.. seeing hope..

think i'll have a fun time at prep..

running for office..

starting to feel the heat..

prez? vp? treasury?

never really thot of these 3 positions.. of course it would be nice to be prez of vice.. but the things they need to handle.. not easy.. and moreover the skills needed for prez... i don't think i have them.. treasury work.. alittle jaded but if need be... i'll take it up..

i be super happy if cheryl's running... don't dare to tell her that though... don't want to give her pressure.. i know she suffered alot this past yr and.. don't have the heart to put her through it again.. but quite optimistic that this time would be better.. well.. up to her liao.. but really hope she will..

seems like my self awareness is still not high enuf.. and i'm very green at politics and ppl strategies..

ppl can only go up, cannot come down... haha.. still amazed that i never see that..

i understand more about myself thru the ppl around me..

alot to think thru.. alot to digest..


though i probably shouldn't say this but.. i really hope u do.. we'll pull through together..

today's a good day! haha..

some things pop up last min but we managed to pull thru.. but mai hiam buay pai.. nothing in this world ever goes smoothly right..

as usual, sleep late and wake up early.. but since today just doing labour intensive things like buying stuff, cutting bread, buttering, shredding chicken and eating.. still can handle..

temper not so good today though.. was alittle cranky.. didn't realise it until cheryl asked.. i thot i was cool with waiting today.. cos used to waiting liao but today something wrong.. maybe weather too hot.. hahah... good thing never last too long.. otherwise my body freak out..

was very entertained the whole of afternoon by two guys.. haha.. they have cheaper thrills than my body!! can u believe that??!

glad that everything went well... that food was enuf.. that ppl came.. that ppl took time off to help.. that ppl enjoyed the food and chat.. that ppl are interested..


welcome tea's a good start.. i hope it continues..



seems like the no. of ppl i'm indebt to are increasing at an alarming rate..

why suay things always happen to us?

japanese class was... well.. just say that i need to revise more..

my body left me hanging again with instructions and alot to do..but she bringing ice cream back! haha.. i'm so easily bribed..

hope welcome tea goes well..

i'm just too tired..

i miss the long night chat i had with my cousins.. who will understand wat goes on in my house better than them..

no need for explanation.. no need to wonder how they will interprete the comments i make.. cos we all understand wat's it like to grow up under our parents and relatives.. some are luckier, while others have a tougher time... the stereotyping that we get and the exceptations that they have of us..

some found their way of interacting with their family by getting used to the method of parenting used by their parents, or even manage to get an understanding between them and their parents.. knowing wat is expected and where they stand.. but me? i don't know..

i seem to only manage to get by each day without feeling too out of place... unsure of wat i'm suppose to do.. wat is expected of me.. there seem to be no way of finding a set of interaction pattern that i can use everyday.. i'm still trying to find it but they seem so volatile.. one day like a friend.. another day a dictator.. and sometimes a stranger..

sometimes i wonder if i'm the problem.. everyone seems to be doing fine except me.. may be i am not sensitive or observant enuf to find out wat my family is like.. wat they want and need.. how they do things and react to situations.. don't know of their preferences, their habits.. maybe i have been living in my own world for too long.. and it is time for me to wake up..

the world doesn't revolve around me.. everyone has a part to make it a better place..

i'll try to understand.. see things from their point of view.. don't just react when they do or say certain things but think beyond the harsh words and reflect upon wat they really mean..

i hope i can.. not possible for things to change if i keep doing the same things right?

wah.. concussed on my sofa while msning at 1plus.. semi remembered climbing into bed..

slept for 15hrs.. amazing..

it was so nice just to see and talk to ppl i haven't seen for so long..

ppl have grown somewat but somethings never change.. haha

spent $20 on cab today.. but really cannot make it.. if i take anymore travelling i would have concussed..

well.. it's between saving energy and saving money...

never comment that ur dou hua taste sweeter than my body's..

u will get to hear a weird arguement about something like the dou hua is impermeable so the sugar water stays on top of the dou hua making it sweeter.. so in order to make dou hua less sweet, u should break it up into smaller pieces to increase the surface area..

hahaha..

my body lost it... she totally lost it..

haha.. i don't want to know if it is high or low..

the chilling out today was great.. we should do it more often.. a pity eil and chin han cannot come..

just realised that it has been a long time since i last spent time with my mum..

been busy with alot of things and when i have some free time.. i just wanted to chill by myself.. so yar... never really try to find time to spend with her..

then now she is going to be busy with more work.. and i think i'll be busy for quite some time.. sigh..

sometimes life really pass us by very fast... how many of us out there are living fast forwarded lives?



will the life i think i want be wat i really want?

sch has started for two weeks and i still don't feel like i have settled down quite comfortably.. thing seems to be flying past me but my head is unable to process them.. really need to get things going.. feel like a headless fly..

good thing we having bimbo outing tmr! haha.. seems like it's the only thing that is cheering me up.. hope everything goes well..

k
i have decided.

finally.

alot happened recently.. money problems with the dept... psych soc problems... sigh..

why we so suay, i don't know...

the money issue.. nothing much i can do.. try to help as much as possible.. but damn irritated by it.. well.. it proves that there are disgusting ppl in this world.. feeling a bit useless.. can't think of anything to help solve the problem.. big big problem.. this whole thing is so screwed up.. i don't know wat to say..

psych soc.. sigh.. another one.. prep's coming and... a few signed up but not enuf.. the constant worry about who is taking over is argh! alittle frustrating.. cos ppl are not making up their minds fast enuf about wanting to commit to the soc or not.. well.. not that i came up with my decision to run or not yet.. been thinking about it for too long.. not good.. when had i become so slow at making decisions? but there is alot to consider.. things like.. am i competent enuf.. will my presence affect ppl who might consider running.. will i be able to contribute to the society.. or are there ppl who are more capable to do it.. too many things to consider.. or am i thinking too much? don't know wat to think..
fan ah..
haha.. the funny thing is.. i am contemplating to go ask a god.. don't know why but really.. well.. haha.. proves that humans when they have no where to look for ans.. they find something which can tell them.. hence necessity of god..

alot of thinking to do..

alot of readings to catch up..

alot of things to revise..

alot of work ahead..

haha.. went to do the test yx had on her blog.. interesting how by merely answering a few qns a person can tell u wat ur personality is.. pop psych..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

bring it on!



though i might regret.. but.. hey, wat is life if there is no fun?

those coming to the table to watch show.. get from me my bank acc no. so that u all can pay me for the entertainment u are receiving..

control dramas

the poor me
most passive of all is the victim strategy, the poor me. in this drama, rather than competing for energy directly, the person seeks to win deference and attention though the manipulation of sympathy.

when ppl enter the energy feild of a poor me, they are immediately drawn into a particular kind of dialogue in which we are pulled off center. out of the blue, we begin to feel guilty for no reason, as though we are being cast into that role by the other person. the individual might say, 'well, i expect u to call yesterday, but u never did,' or 'i had all these bad things happen to me and u were nowhere to be found.' he might even add, 'all these other bad things are about to happen to me and u probably won't be around then either.'

depending on the kind of r/s we have with the person, the phrases might be shaped around a wide range of subject matter. if the person is an acquaintance, the person may just pull u into a conversation about how rotten life is going in general. dozens of variation exist, but the basic tone and strategy is the same. always it is some kind of bid for sympathy and an assertion that u are somehow responsible.

the obvious strategy in poor me drama is to throw us off balance and win our energy by creating a feeling of guilt or doubt on our part. by buying into the guilt, we stop and look thru the other person's eyes at their world, allow the person to feel the boost of our energy addad to their own and so feels more secure.

this drama is almost completely uncounscious. it flows from a personal view of the world and a strategy for controlling others adopted in early childhood. to the poor me, the world is a place where ppl cannot be counted on to meet one's needs for nurturing and well being and it is too scary a place to risk persuing these needs directly or assertively. in the poor me's world, the only reasonable way of acting is to bid for sympathy thru guilt trips and perceived slights.

unfortunately, because of the effect on the wold of these unconscious beliefs and intentions, very often the same kind of abusive ppl the poor me fears are exactly the ones that they allow into their lives. the universe responds by producing the kind of world the person expects, and in this way, the drama is always circular and self validating. the poor me is caught unknowingly in a vicious trap.

the aloof
a slightly less passive control drama is the aloof's. we know we have entered the energy feild of someone using this strategy when we begin a conversation and realize we can't really get a straight answer. the person we are taling to is distant, detached, cryptic in her response. if we ask about her personal background, for instance, we get a very vague summary, such as 'i traveled around a bit,' with no further elaboration.

as we have this convo, we sense that we have to ask a follow up qn, even for the simplest of inquiries. maybe we have to say, 'well where have u traveled?' and we receive the reply, 'many places.'

here, we can clearly see a strategy of the aloof. the person constantly creates a vague and mysterious aura around herself, forcing us to pour energy into digging to get info normally shared in a casual manner. when we do this, we are intensely focusing on the person's world, so giving her the boost of energy that she desires.

we must remember, however, that not everyone who is being vague or who refuses to give us info about herself is an aloof drama. she may just want to remain anonymous for some other reason.

using this distancing stratergy to gain energy is a method of manipulation that seeks to lure us in, yet keep us at a distance. if we conclude that a person just don't want totalk to us, for instance - and so we shift our attention elsewhere - very often the aloof will come back into interaction with us, saying something designed to draw us back into the interaction so the energy can keep flowing her way.

as with the poor me, the aloof strategy comes from the situations in the past. usually, the aloof could not share freely as a child because it was threatening or dangerous to do so. in that kind of environment, the aloof learnt to be constantly vague in communication with others while at the same time finding a way to be listened to in other to win energy from others. it is also a set of unconscious assumptions about the world. the aloof believes that the world is full of ppl who cannot be trusted with intimate info. she thinks the info will be used against her at a later date or will be the basis of criticism.

the interrogator
a more aggressive control drama, one that is pervasive in modern society, is that of the interrogator. in this manipulaion strategy, one uses criticism to gain energy from others.

in the presence of the interrogator, we always get the distinct feeling that we are being monitored. simultaneously, we may feel as though we are being cast in the role of someone who is inadequate, or unable to handle our own lives.

we feel this way cos the person we are interacting with has pulled us into a reality where he feels that most ppl are making huge mistakes with their lives and he must correct the situation. for instance, he might say, 'u know, u really don't dress well enuf for the job u have,' or 'i've noticed u don't really keep ur house very neat.' criticisms can include anythign, it really doesn;t matter. anything will work as long as the criticism throws us off balance and makes us unsure of ourselves.

the uncounscious strategy is to point out something about us that gives us a pause, hoping that we'll buy into the criticism and adopt the interrogators view of the world, and thus giving him energy. the interrogator's aim is to become the dominant judge of other ppl's lives so that as soon as interaction begins, others immediately defer to his worldview, providing a steady flow of energy.

this drama springs from assumptions that the world is not a safe or orderly unless he is watching everyone's behaviour and attitude, and making corrections. in this world, he is the hero, the only one paying attention and making sure things are done carefully and with perfection. usually the interrogator comes from a family where parental figures were absent or not attentive to is needs. in this insecure void of energy, the interrogator gained attention and energy in the only way possible: by pointing out errors and criticizing the family's behaviour.

the intimidator
the most agressive control drama. we can tell when we enter their energy field by not only feeling drained or uncomfortable, but also unsafe and perhaps even in danger. the intimidator will say and do things that suggest she might erupt in rage or violence at any moment. she may tell stories of harming ppl or show us the extent of her anger by throwing things across the room.

the strategy is to win our attention by creating an environment in which we feel so threatened we are totally focused on her. when someone gives off the impression that she might go out of control or do something dangerous, most of us will watch this person carefully. if we are in a convo with such person, we usually defer to her perspective quickly, giving the boost of energy she desperately needs.

this strategy is usually developed in a past environment of severe energy deprivation, most commonly involving r/s with other intimidators who are dominating and abusive and where no other strategy to win energy back. the world the intimidators sees is one of random violence and hostility. it is a world in which one is lost in supreme isolation, where everyone rejects and no one cares.



this is a portion of a book that i read a long time ago.. very interesting..

i used to be quite the aloof.. but now.. mellowed liao.. and sometimes the interrogator comes out a bit...


what are u?

science centre has never cease to amaze me..

think i can spend the whole day in it if i have the time..

argh! i can't stand it!! he's like a total control freak..

why must i finish my studies and learn how to earn money first before i can go some country with my friends?? it's not like i'm going europe tour or wat.. it's just taiwan on valueair...

when will i ever grow up if i keep having all these airbags that he put around me??

i am suffocating..



totally ruin my mood..

die.. think my body found my weak pt..

well.. lets just say i have no guts to 玩到底...

BUT.. i just might play with her if she push me some more.. just to not let her have the satisfaction.. so.. i scared ‘放马过来.. 要玩我就和你玩..’ will pop out from my mouth.. cos... haha.. frankly speaking.. i don't think 我玩得起.. but this kind of thing... haha.. hard to say.. i might be the person that is laughing at the end..

all my modules seem quite interesting.. but first lec only.. we shall see..

ado is good.. still like sim alot.. but he scareded us a bit lar.. hope i get his tut class..

jap is as funny as usual.. i miss yamaguchi sensei.. but haha..my lecturer was my tutor from japan and singapore sia.. very cute with the way he talks..

sw lec was quite interesting despite initial moaning and groaning when the lecturer was finally revealed.. prob cos my interest in the topic made me pay more attention..

forensics is machiam like the night entertainment class.. more funny than the many sitcoms of channel 5..

i am a little frustrated cos i can't get wat someone is saying... and it has been bugging me for awhile..

most of the time.. i have no problems comprehending ppl.. but he is really... i don't know how to say.. i just don't get him.. i think he stifles me.. and i don't like the way he starts off when he talks.. it sounds.. well.. it doesn't sound nice.. too direct and in a not nice way.. bringing his pts too strongly across for my liking.. a little hostile..

probably cos he sounds so much like my father when he talks that's why i seem to auto shutdown whenever he's talking bah.. but.. irritating cos.. i should be processing what he is trying to bring up.. and i want to contribute during discussions but.. this 'argh' feeling keeps coming up and it becomes worse when he is sitting opposite me.. and i can't be coherent when i feel pressurized cos he seems to be quite critical of wat ppl say and suggest.. definitely not a friendly person during these times...

i don't know wat i can do.. starting to feel dumb and useless..

ppl from the dept should just drop dead and die.. especially the big head angmo..

if the gay don't help us.. he'll be cursed..

think this time i bo pian need to shop..

realised i lacking quite alot of thing..

the thing now is.. who? when? where? wat? how much?

looking thru my past entries brought back alot of memories...

still remember the time when i first started blogging, i didn't anticipate to have any friends come reading it.. it was solely for the reason of writing down my thots somewhere that i can safely keep and look thru when free..

posts were few and sporadic.. thots.. many and posts were long.. haha.. have pondered thru quite a few issues.. and they usually were done during times like today.. where i sit down in my living room.. just me and my laptop.. no one else to distract me.. just background sound of the train running pass and the occassional passing of a vehicle.. and my mind is clear..

didn't quite get this calm and clear feeling when i was posting for the past few weeks or maybe months though.. too much things to think about, too much things to do.. too much not really meaning that there is no time but just not enuf energy left to just sit peacefully and quietly to just blog..

alot of expriences in these few months.. like a pressure cooker.. probably learnt more in these few months than i did in years.. did it injustice by just describing the events that occured.. i've gained alot.. loss? maybe a little.. but the loss.. is not up for me to decide.. i can't control how people think and interpret wat i do and wat opinions that they form of me.. only time will tell..

definitely no regrets.. and if i were to live my life again.. i won't change anything.. not even the people i've met or the events that had occured..

people might have diff reasons for wanting to blog.. but me.. i just want to keep my memories alive and relive them when i have time..

oh~.. haha..

my body has that chinese quote on wall somewhere in her house wor~.. some more comes complete with english translation..

haha.. so qiao.. maybe i do have psychic power ;p

but yar.. haha.. maybe u are predestined huh?

so.. well.. expect more shit to come ur way i guess?

love coming back to sch.. love the table.. though now it is at LT14 temporarily..

sch is so alive when term starts.. can't wait for lectures to start!

see u peeps at the table!

wat better way to start sch than with a bang?


a bang on the head that is..

finally.. gotten someone to help me translate the chinese that i wrote.. yesterday? or was it the day before? nvm..

so the translation is:
before a great mission is given to u.. u gotta go through the school of hard knocks and suffer to learn so that u can handle this big thing..

thanks vi for the nice layman translation!

why is it that for so long i still haven't been able to like him more than just how much i would like a random person on the street?

why is it that i could dislike someone that i have been living my whole live with?

why for 21 yrs he still don't know wat i want?

it's not like i want the stars that are in the sky.. i just want a little more care and concern.. alittle more understanding.. alittle less sarcasm.. less ordering about.. less flaring of temper.. less judgement..

and stop doing things that u think is so great but no one appreciates.. and go around asking 'why u don't appreciate wat i do? do you know i have done alot for you?'

is that too much to ask for?

wat would i do without vi?

i would kill for softer tissue..

my nose is raw..

天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨...

probably this is wat my body is going thru..

hang in there..

my body cannot make it liao.. gave me temper today.. aching all over... worse than being hit by a bus.. (haha.. real body.. not cheryl..)

moving even a finger felt so tedious.. hence.. end up laying on the table and resting.. poor yx.. came all the way down to see me lie on the table.. sorry gal..

only became aware of the magnitude of how ill i am when i was waiting for 99 at clementi interchange to go home.. almost thot i will peng san there.. even broke out into cold sweat.. good thing the bus came..

so yar... shall stay at home and rest tmr.. sleep more.. and drink more water... must get well before sch starts..

yesterday was great...

finally manage to catch lake house.. happy ending.. i like.

went to chris's house AGAIN for bidding.. we need to stop doing this.. haha.. always meeting up on close bidding day..

then met up with body! haha.. she end up giving us crash course on a very interesting topic sia... good thing its free of charge..

must give big thank you to sharon! haha.. poor gal.. kenna threatened into treating us lunch and ben and jerry's.. thanks yar... u won't have phobia of coming out with us next time right?



argh! think i'm falling sick again! wat's wrong with me this yr? keep falling ill... i used to fall sick once every yr.. but this yr.. it is like once every month.. need to rest more and drink more water..

k.. gotta get ready to go to sch for another round of jap revision..

jap revision was fun! haha, but didn't revise much..

got to meet up with karina before going to see fireworks.. her bf so sweet.. didn't get to eat his dinner cos he paiseh of eating a meal when all of us just ordered drinks and dessert..

supposedly was to watch fireworks with the hypers but ended up walking here and there.. and missed the fireworks.. haha.. but it was nice to walk about and talk.. we ended up sitting at killiney kopitiam to eat egg and toast and ice cream..and listening to leng xiao hua.. haha..

this module choosing and bidding thing is really messing with my head..

too many decisions to make...

sometimes having choice is not the best thing to have..

somebody pls tell me wat to do! argh!

was woken up by national day songs and my mum singing to some dao lang song... just want to say.. first time i'm so glad that the national day songs that they are playing downstairs are so loud.. hehe

now i know where my singing skills come from.. haha..

and i still can't figure out why i helped her search for the song lyrics for that song i heard in the morning..

change in operation bim1...

Operation Bim1

mission objective: to secure myself AND sharon of an inauguration file

field agents: cheryl n., me and sharon

actions to be taken:
-find two gentleman with bad taste (so will not like the file and would then give it to me and sharon)
-cheryl to twirl hair and cajole rder x 2
-me to grab file and run
-sharon to grab file and run

location: same

target: same

Operation Bim1

mission objective: to secure myself of an inauguration file

field agents: cheryl n. and me

actions to be taken:
-find gentleman with bad taste (so will not like the file and would then give it to me)
-cheryl to twirl hair and cajole
-me to grab file and run

location: school

target: juniors


hahhahah.. think it will work sia..

talking to an old friend can do wonders.. haha.. happy.. and yar.. talking about u.. jia.. haha.. vi too.. old friend.. haha u are all old.. hehe.. i'm gonna die for this..

though we are at different parts of sg.. studying diff modules.. meeting diff ppl.. we still can connect so well and chat for hours.. amazing... to think that both of u disliked me when we first met.. how much time has passed since then.. how much we have grown..

though i miss the days we had in jc.. i love wat we are having now.. ppl who meet everyday may run the risk of stepping on each others' toes.. but.. us.. who don't get to see each other everyday... finding time to chat and talk with each other.. there is only a sense of comfort, security and trust.. like a shelter admist the storm.. always there when needed..

haha.. don't know why i turn so rou4 ma2.. maybe cos old liao.. have alot of gan3 chu4..

yup.. love u guys!


and.. the younger friends.. haha.. sounds weird..well, just wanna say.. hope we grow into old friends too..

haha.. been reading my old blog post.. copying one entry below.. still love it..


1 April 2005[09:49:42 AM] me.

a poem that i find very apt.. (p.s. copied it from somewhere long time ago.. hope i don't get sued for copyright..)

My Layers
i shield and hide my pain,
i'm not sure where it comes from.
to my friends, i seem happy, a bubbly character.
to my acquaintance, i seem somber, boring exclusive snob.
none of them correctly describe me.
the truth is, i'm not sure what i am.
but i know that i bleed and my heart does break.
i do cry the same salty tears.
i can become filled with fear.
i do become angry in bad situation.
i am normal, i am human.
i do lie (mostly to myself. love living in self denial.)
does it make me any different?

oh no!! think i picking up bad habits from boss..

haha.. think too much.. worry for nothing..


lalala~

how come i feel so restless when i'm doing nothing?

i used to think that i love slacking...

eating durian on a hot day is not the smartest thing to do..

sigh..

note to self... don't do last min changes ever again.. if need to make changes, do make them early and inform all the ppl who might be affected by the change..


hmm.. we shall see how it goes..

guilt.

oh my.. i spent 500 bucks in one month... how on earth did i do that??

must start saving liao..

i HATE cors!!

ok.. it's offical..

cheryl n. has polluted my mind..

and.. looking forward to entertainment!

this is gonna be a cool sem..

lights.. camara.. action!

haha.. ok.. proven...

the world is fair after all...

回家的途中，我在地铁车厢里无意间听见了一位小妹妹和她爸爸的对话。。。

爸爸：' 你要喝水吗? '

小妹妹：' 这里是不可以喝水的。'


小妹妹简简单单的一句话震撼了我。。。

think i've said it before.. but i want to say it again..

i wish my life was simple as wat it used to be..

had a great day..


k-ing was fun..

my first k where we sang more english songs than chinese..

boss and eil's chinese not bad.. shar cannot make it.. chris... no comments.. hahaha

boss's singing voice sounds like my cousin... nice.. there was one song where i thot they didn't turn the singer's voice off.. but actually it was boss's voice i heard..

feel so old singing to westlife, backstreet boys, spice gals songs...



nuahing session was shiok..

i want a drum set and a pool table too!

i have no sense of co-ordination...

everyone can look cool posing with a drum set and drums sticks in the hand..

shar is amazing to be able to sleep thru all these.. she win me..

pool skills improved a bit.. but still.. it sucked.. haha.. can't aim properly..



bidding was a bitch..

psych students are crazy... and they probably think they are loaded with pts.. 800plus pts for a mod!!

sticking to my old plan... old but faithful... no luck see boss in lab.. maybe do with shar they all..

just glad my bidding ends after round 1c..

note to self... save more pts..



bbq was ok.. company's great though..

was running around.. alot of familiar faces..

hoho.. think sooli drives better than eil.. but too short a distance to be sure..

saw alot of ppl go hungry... they had to buy macs to eat instead.. don't know where the bbq food went..



day ended with an unexpected event..

note to self... do not believe that a day that started well will end well too..

discovery.. weird things keep popping up when there is boss and i..

glad that my mum don't leave me alone at an office till wee hours of the morning.. right.. change that to 'glad i'm not boss'..



very tired..

wanted to blog about matric fair yesterday.. but was too tired..

won't go into details cos my brain's a little saturated right now..

matric day was great if i don't think about the horrible morning before matric started.. definitely voting it as the best booth ever.

deco looked cool.. haha.. had a great time deco-ing / suaning /laughing /joking about..

our booth looked the most happening booth! loved the collages done by eil's bitch aka the himbo.. thanks louisa for sponsoring the flyers so that the treasurer here will not freak out about the cost of the event.. suprisingly alot of ppl helped out at the booth, very thankful cos we finally gotten some rest after camp and all..

think eil's the most stressed up one for this event.. u did good, gal! great work! think we've gotten our image thing rolling!

haha.. time to revamp the guys and start having meetings at cooler place! ;p