i felt like i went to hell and back...
been sick the past week... sore throat, cough, flu.... then came the killer.... fever+diarrhea... i think it was stomach flu lar...
seriously, in a high fever when your body is aching all over with every movement you make and your head want to explode whenever you try to look around, you don't want to get diarrhea...
omg... i had to run to the toilet thru out the night! don't think i quite slept at all.. running to the toilet every.... 1hr? half hr? (who's keeping count when one's abt to die from excruciating pain from both body and stomach) and for two days... i was laying in bed like an invalid with my hands on my tummy and i was slumped in a half lying position 70% of the time... good thing i had the sense to put bread, water and meds beside me before the horrendous diarrhea started...
the only good thing that came out of it was that i lost 2kgs... but it's all water... i'm very convinced that it will come back to me... as the saying goes... all good things come to an end... lol
enter at your own risk.. i will not entertain.. u may think that it is mundane or that it is too unbelievable to be true.. so wat?
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
met nana in my store today.. it's been a long time..
sch... society... it felt so far away... so long ago..
bitter sweet memories... never knew wat it meant... but i guess it's close to how i view my uni life..
i think i can classify uni life as the period of my life in which i experience the most intense and varied of emotions.. lol.... emotion education for the emotionally retarded.. many many teachers, but not nick hon though.. lol... to be educated on emotions without the emotion's lecturer... hehe..
did i ever wish some things didn't happen and other thing did? definitely.. but it would have been a different experience..
funny thing... i've always thot wishing for something else to happen is a waste of time... and yet i indulged in them... i must be growing old... or too bored... or... maybe i really really would like it to be so... i don't know...
or i'm just plain curious and want to exercise my brain... since i haven't been using much of it the past yr...
i read somewhere that a mind once stretched will never return to it's original state... so now... i'm having a very flabby mind...
sch... society... it felt so far away... so long ago..
bitter sweet memories... never knew wat it meant... but i guess it's close to how i view my uni life..
i think i can classify uni life as the period of my life in which i experience the most intense and varied of emotions.. lol.... emotion education for the emotionally retarded.. many many teachers, but not nick hon though.. lol... to be educated on emotions without the emotion's lecturer... hehe..
did i ever wish some things didn't happen and other thing did? definitely.. but it would have been a different experience..
funny thing... i've always thot wishing for something else to happen is a waste of time... and yet i indulged in them... i must be growing old... or too bored... or... maybe i really really would like it to be so... i don't know...
or i'm just plain curious and want to exercise my brain... since i haven't been using much of it the past yr...
i read somewhere that a mind once stretched will never return to it's original state... so now... i'm having a very flabby mind...
Saturday, May 15, 2010
飘着 by 孫燕姿
空气中
呼吸都凝着
我让思考放空
看你转身上楼
我知道
这就是答案了
还能怎么感受
那残余的温柔
当黑夜清晰过白昼
当快乐赔上了所有
当理智熬不过放纵
你的神色什么都淡了
我还守着爱飘着
da la la la...
你回头
就像往常笑着
好像在原谅我
绑住你的自由
当黑夜清晰过白昼
当快乐赔上了所有
当理智熬不过放纵
我的神色什么都算了
却还守着爱飘着
错在明知是错
快乐该怎么选择
我爱错
我只能选择沉默
不该嘶吼
当盲目的黑夜
清晰过白昼
当奢侈的快乐
赔上了所有
当假装的理智
熬不过放纵
每个路口
怎么转都错
我进退不得
谁救我
飞不进你梦中
偷一点感受
飞不回原来我
冰冷的躯壳
就这样漂浮着
悲伤的穿梭
感觉掏空
灵魂不在了
爱情突然失重
在飘着
da la la la...
hmm.... i have to say... it's a good thing i don't look at superpoke in fb... but i happen to chance on my history and omg....
why is the guy so weird man... i don't even really know him... faint... he's gg to get it from me if i ever see his rePulsive face again! gross!