we all need to learn to let go...

maybe it's time for you to..

wat does it tell u when someone loss u twice on fb?

it seems i always let ppl lead me to wherever they wish for me to go..

do i not have my own opinion? do i not know where to go?

wat do u do to ppl who write u off as a friend?

nothing. for they are not worth your effort.

good thing i have wonderful friends around me.. hugz to everyone.

i really want to study something.

how to gain work life balance?

why are we always rushing from one thing to the next?

i'm overly concerned.

despite my grumbling... it had been a fruitful trip.. and i have to say, my mum's colleague is a very insightful person..

'you seem very cool.. i mean calm and collected, totally not worried. u are not a passionate person, nothing excites you much.'

'you are a very independent person, you don't like to trouble anyone.'

yar.. i guess that sums it up.. lol..

i'm so readable..

i don't understand why ppl go on holidays... i feel more exhausted than i was before i went for my hols.. my mountain of work has grown even higher.. and i feel sleepier than before cos i sleep even less during my hols..

one good thing about hols is that.. my quality of sleep is much better than ones i sleep in my own bed..

on another note... my tummy has grown alot thanks to the 4 meals a day that i have been eating for the past 5 days in hk.. it's time to do something about it..

are we limited by our thots or is there a real limitation as to wat we can do and achieve?

i always have this qn at the back of my mind... occasionally i take it out to just play with it... most of the time, i believe that nothing is impossible as long as you set your mind to do it.. at times... especially during the times when i feel like a unfit salmon swimming upstream, i start to wonder..

these few months have been trying.. i have never been a very confident person my whole life.. i have had been picking up the shreds of my self esteem thru out the years.. trying to piece them back together after encounters with my parents and my overcritical self.. most of the time i'm quite successful at it... just on some occasions, self doubt creeps in.. and these few months have been one of those days..

will i ever be as good as how you had envisioned me to be? will i ever be comfortable and happy with who i am?

i hope so..

i really don't want to break.. and i really don't want to fall..

but is fear my only motivation?