finally getting some rest.. hope to rest the mind to.. been doing quite a bit of mindless stuff the past couple of days.. feels great..

everything else will have to come next week.. this lady here is resting.. so.. don't disturb unless u want to entertain me.. haha.. won't mind some fun and chat.. and anything that's relaxing..

guess it's good news for ppl who havent ended their exams.. won't be disturbing u all.. hahaha.. except for the occasional pop bys... good luck and jia you bah! the end is near..

good luck my friend..

if u need me.. i'm just a phone call away.. or a cab away..

i'm a happy gal in my happy world.. haha..

been watching movie since yesterday.. from old hk stephen chow movies to korean romantic comedy drama..

7 movies and counting!

sorry.. i shouldn't sound so happy when everyone's mugging.. hehe..

jia you for tests everyone!

my body is happily talking to herself and entertaining herself while she is on the phone with me.. hmm..

i bet if i just leave my phone lying on the table for half an hr, she would not realise that i'm gone lor.. haha..

papers are here.. test is coming.. but.. i am still not feeling it..

usually during these periods... i'll just feel very caged.. rebellious.. 'why must i be tested by a system that sucks? i love learning and nothing else'..

but.. this sem.. it's emptiness that i am feeling.. maybe it's numbness.. i'm not too good with labeling emotions..

nothing to do with education.. nothing to do with procrastination.. it's just something that has been bugging me.. something that i can't chuck.. that i can't ignore..

but.. i have this strong urge to chuck it.. to the furthest corner of the universe..

i fear i do not have the strength to take action.. nor do i have the strength to stay impassive..


values and principles.. wat are mine? they are being challenged.. i know wat i do or dont do will change them..

i guess now i know why ppl push thinking aside and stick to doing.. life is simpler that way..

Ghost Of You And Me Lyrics
Artist(Band):BBMak

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

i had my last lesson in nus two days ago.. it feels so surreal..

glad that i ended my student life with nabs, shar and amanda.. wat could have been better than going for my last lesson with them..




that's if... i dont fail and have to repeat a sem.. ahahha.. touch wood!