the problem with working one level below the cinema.... the list of movies to watch grows...

movies i want to watch... in chrono order for this yr...
The Tale Of Despereaux (abt a cartoon cute mouse)

Detroit Metal City (actor's the person who was L in death note) watched.

Mall Cop (the funny fat guy... Paul something) watched.

Confessions Of A Shopaholic (book by sohie kinsley)
17 Again (the high sch musical guy's the lead)
The Snipers (Richie Ren and Edison Chen)
Duplicity (julia robert's spy/cop/love story show)
The Proposal (Sandra Bullock's proposal to a man.. hahah)
X-men Origins: Wolverine (title explains itself.. i'm an x-men fan)
Angels And Demons (dan brown, dan brown...)
Harry Potter And The Half-blood Prince (watching with parents, i think...)

i think you gals crashed my tagboard... it can't seem to load anymore... hahha....

still damn tired but i think if i drag this any longer i might be killed...


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the other day i went for lunch with a guy... hahah...

HE..... IS.... an intern at our BJ kino shop! so.. that makes a big sis bringing a little bro to lunch... the rest had weird/different lunch time from us.. so... only the two of us...

he's a funny boy lar... entertain me alot during work.. quite lame at times but i forgive him cos its very nice to be able to suan ppl during work and he's like the come suan me i don't mind kind... haven't done that in a long while... shuang...

so yar... we were chatting about a dessert place in liang seah st so decided to pop by and look see... and we decided to have dessert there after lunch.. i was blaming him that he make me spend money by telling me about this place so he offered to pay for my dessert... haha.. damn cute lar... i have never quite been treated by someone younger than me and has minimal income... i was so surprised that i didn't do the 'then i want to order more/most ex' routine... hahhaha...

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AH!!!!!!!!! 17 boxes to clear come monday... 9boxes of magazines, 2 boxes of books, 6 boxes of comics...... it translates into.... 300 magazines.... 100 books.... 750 comics.... to price, put security tag, paste sticker and shelve.... not to mention i have to squeeze out space for these amt of things... i'm trying not to faint when i see these numbers.....

i have a lot to blog about today but too damn tired to... so.... a sort of teaser....

i ate lunch and dessert with a guy today.. he offered to pay for my dessert... so cute lar.. hahahhaa..

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i left my hp at home for the whole day... no one called... damn... i have a sad life...

woohoo! i passed 4 driving lessons at one go today! haha... damn shuang... save one lesson of money...

*edited/updated*

i want to watch moviesss!!!

after having suffered from the sudden disappearance of my fav online movie viewing website and irritating mega video pop ups... i have decided that maybe i should go back to the age old method to watch a show.... to the cinemas.... well.. of course plus the fact that there are interesting movies coming up..

movies i want to watch... in chrono order for this yr...
The Tale Of Despereaux (abt a cartoon cute mouse)
Detroit Metal City (actor's the person who was L in death note)
Mall Cop (the funny fat guy... Paul something)
Confessions Of A Shopaholic (book by sohie kinsley)
17 Again (the high sch musical guy's the lead)
The Snipers (Richie Ren and Edison Chen)
Duplicity (julia robert's spy/cop/love story show)
X-men Origins: Wolverine (title explains itself.. i'm an x-men fan)
Angels And Demons (dan brown, dan brown...)
Harry Potter And The Half-blood Prince (watching with parents, i think...)



so... anyone wants to watch movie/s with me?? (i will be very sad if no one replies this post... so throw face..)

sigh... why sharmanda not in sg otherwise i think some movies they can bao...

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oh yar... the other day.. an angry customer was kicking up a big fuss in our office... saying that our security guard anyhow accuse him... my senior and i cramped ourselves into the smaller-than-toilet-cubicle locker room cum changing room cum pantry cum store room to hide from the commotion.... it's damn hard to run away cos they were blocking the only exit from the office.. but we manage to squeeze thru when my manager offered the guy to sit and asked the security guard to leave first....

AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today's not a good day.... i feel slow... inefficient... things i NEED to do are still undone/half done.... ARGH!

either my highly self critical habit's back or today is a pms filled day... but today really really sucked.. sigh...

i remember wat i wanted to blog about liao!!


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it's quite ma-lu-ating to be tripping almost every twenty steps of the way wearing heels.. haha.. damn... it's been too long since i've walked in anything that is raised... lucky got nott to catch me... haha

sian... when i have alot of things to blog about, the internet connection dies on me... almost 40hrs without connection lor...

anyway... better blog wat i want before the connection starts to get wonky...

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gd driving instructors sometimes disguise themselves as sharp tongued and long winded ppl... if u can see past the 'noise', u'll find words of wisdom... and... tips that help u pass ur practical test.... also.... they tend to help u save money by teaching u faster if they like u and they deem that u are competent enuf... hahahhaa... so... that's a bonus for me..


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i want to complain... why whenever nott and i meet up on a day that i have already planned a meet up with friends, the friends plan will always fall thru???? my friends all end up flying my areoplane!!!! GGRRRRR!!


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hmm... i think there's something else i wanted to blog about... but... too tired.. and i forgot wat it was... so... i gues... thime for bed....

i woke up today with a shock.... i thot i was running late and i didn't have my hp at my bedside which usually almost always confirms that i'm late.... but thank goodness my bio clock seems to be working fine and i slept early the day before...

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my body not feeling too well.... my head seems to be lead filled.... my eyes always tire and tear.. my muscles ache... my hands get cold easily.... gah~~~~~~...

oh yar!!!! and BOTH sides of my gum's swelling... stupid wisdom teeth.. =(

i am proud to say that i was paid to visit/shop at borders, popular, page one and kino the whole of today... wahahha... so shuang.... can browse for books lar... check out new promo lar... use their services lar....

i love my job...

till now i still do not understand the excessive fretting i get from my parents... it's totally illogical and impractical to fret over every part of your child's life... especially when your child is an adult...

i believe everyone should be responsible for their own lives and live with the consequences of their choices... so... there is no pt in worrying for someone else when u can do nothing about it... well... of course u can try controlling your children's lives.... but how long can u live? it's too obsessive a way of doing things...

i want to be a parent who teaches their children principles and values that will aid them in making their life choices... nurture their abilities to handle adversities... and letting them live their life.. maybe just be there when they fall to remind them that they can stand back up.... but not worry myself sick everyday thinking if they will make the right choice... who in the world makes all the right choices? and of course... wat is a right choice... a right choice in 2005 may not be a right choice in 2009... not to say character, situation etc makes a difference too...

and... very imptly.. how ur child end up in future... sometimes... it's not really a measure of how well or how badly you raised ur kid.... you may give them all the right tools and equipment but... it really does not garuantee anything... i really don't think parents should blame themselves for the failures or sad situation that their children end up in... well.. prerequisit is that they did their job of teaching their kids the life skills that they know of lar....

die lar... i think i'll end up being a cold blooded parent... erm... who wants to be my children's godmum so that they will get some tender loving care?


and... yes... close ur gaps... i do want to have kids one day... and no... this post is not a sign that i am desperate.... nor that my bio clock is ticking... it's just things i have observed these past 23yrs and the thots i got out from thinking about them..

hmm.. today's driving's a little off.. not good to take one wk break from driving... hahhaa...

ah~~... rain... a nice book to read... a nice show to watch... wat more can one ask for other than hot choc with marshmellow.... damn... how come jurong has no coffee bean...

hmm... everything's gg quite smoothly at work.. i still get quite exhausted after work everyday but i guess it takes some getting use to...

alot of ppl help me today.. =) ... taping... shrink wrapping, pricing, listing.. and i have a fun time at work.. things are looking good...

i can't believe i got irritated again by the same person.... damn.... it's about similar things.... i think it's just that person lar huh... i don't think i that cranky the past few days...

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today's super tiring... a tonne of ppl asked me for help... but they were all very polite and nice... got say thank you one... =)

chinx came a visiting... and i tempted her with magazines and interesting books... wahahhaha... it was a nice little break for me from work...

i have a dilemma.... i have a pair of very nice to walk in shoes but kills my feet when i stand in them for too long... AND.... i have a pair of very nice to stand in shoes but they are not good for too much walking.... sigh... why can't shoes look nice and is comfortable for walking and standing long hrs.... i feel like cutting out the soles and fitting it to the other pair.. (don't worry... i am just dreaming of it)... if anyone can find shoes with the above criteria.. pls tell me.. you will have my love forever... hahahhahaa

gah.... dying.... the cartons seem to come and come and doesn't stop... i'm tired.. and a little stressed cos i don't really know wat they expect of me... but getting the hang of things... and also getting a taste of wat my daily life there will be like... many calls asking me abt chinese stuff... gah...


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it always helps at the end of the day to go out and just chill with ppl who makes u laugh... gd relaxation option for me.. no matter how physically tired i am...

i hugz nott (frm the back... muahhahhahaha)...

went sch today to say hihi and jiayou to the ppl doing psych fair... hope they are ok.... and meet chinx and nabz for dinner... i wonder if i would ever leave the nott topic.. hahhaa... either i want to talk abt her or ppl want to hear abt her... guess she very popular hor.. hahahha my body popular leh.. hahhaaahahha...

and of course, i went down to tempt comic fanatics with my new toy... comic catalogue!!! hahahha... i think kino will be getting more biz from my friends.... haha.. so... u ppl who are closet comic fanatics or want a break from busy work life, come find me...


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something that i cannot stand...

i understand that i have to know everything... i know that i am to perform like the rest of u... but i do not have the experience nor the expertise... so quit telling me 'you will need to do everything eventually here so just grit your teeth and do it'... tell me.. teach me wat to do... i won't be miraculously doing things i have never done before if no one taught me the steps or wat i need to do... stop saying 'you will have to do it, just do it' and start showing me how to do it.... i am a fast learner... not a know it all... show me once, it's all that i'm asking for...

i think they need a clearer training system and training schedule... i get alil lost every now and then... and some ppl expect me to know things that i was not taught... i find it a bit weird that most ppl don't teach... they just give me the fish and didn't show me how to fish... maybe they think it's not their place to teach bah... i don't know.. i is confused..

new fact of the day: the feet still feels like dying at the end of the work day even after one rest day..

how am i gg to survive another day of work with almost nerve dead feet... almost... cos... only the pain receptors seem to function more than perfectly...

anyway... there are very interesting characters in bugis..... i shall slowly get to know them better...

oh~~ went to scholls warehouse sale and bought comfy shoes! i feel it's quite ex though... but really comfy.. was in feet heaven when i wore them...

suspect x is a gd movie to watch... totally worth the 6.50 i paid for it... makes me want to read the book... and it doesn't help when i have to see the book everyday.. hahaha

groanz..... my feet are killing me.. feel like chopping them off... standing 8hrs for 3 consecutive days is no joke... i need to jian fei.. otherwise my legs very poor thing.. have to carry my weight.. hahahah

and gg out 3 nights in a row after work is no joke too... damn tired... if my muscles can go on a strike.. they would have..

someone pls buy me a new pair of feet...

for those who have been wondering about how was bugis for me... it's not that i have died there.. i just haven't formed an opinion yet but ask of now... things looks good... there are ppl who knows the chinese stuff.. so i'm not alone! hahaa... good to have ppl to work with lar..

but i can't believe that i was late for one min when coming back from lunch... grrr... punch card system... sigh.. if i don't get pay raise due to this i will kill myself.... bleah...

he's not gay..



hahhaha.. got ex one... don't u dare comment on the tag board S.C.D.!! haha..

WARNING: hungry monster has escaped from it's top security prison... it will eat everything and anything in sight... stay away or risk having your lunch/dinner/etc being eaten up by the monster...


i don't know wat's wrong.. my stomach can't seem to get full... well.. i wasn't expecting full, at least sated/not growling/not hungry... it has been hungry since 5pm... and i fed it from 5pm to 9pm... 1/3 bowl of fried rice (not the mini rice bowl in chinese restaurant kind)... assorted roast duck, char siew and pork.... a glass of f&n orange.... a piece of ham.... ok.. add apple to the list... i'm desperate.. apple is my last straw.. i hope it helps.... groanz...

ok.. add a swiss roll to that... gah...........

ah~~~... i'm a sucker for nice, friendly, chatty customer service ppl... so gross... and i end up buying things that i don't really need... i end up buying things i don't mind having... gross gross gross..

aunty scrooge... pls come back....

nott is right.. i really do need an emergency taxi fund allocated... damn... hahaha

i finished stage one of driving!! gosh... i am crawling... i wish i could take more than 1 lesson per wk... but timing is impossible to plan cos... i still haven't gotten my march work schedule... bleah..

i just found out last night that it takes me $1.90 and twenty mins to get from taka back home on 502...

i should be quite happy to have found a short route but i'm leaving for bugis already... and i was irritated cos... on thu i thot i was running late, i took a cab down which cost more than $10!!! there goes aunty scrooge... the thing was... i wasn't really running late.. i just got too paranoid and hopped into a cab before that info was registered in my brain...

and on fri i was almost late but i forced myself to take the train and endured 45mins of worry that i might be late.. not only that.. i had to run all the way from the mrt to the staff entrance.. it wasn't a pretty sight..

i could have saved $10, my face and reduce some stress caused wrinkles if i had taken 502... damn...

it's not easy to save money... already chalking up a hundred bucks on my first wk... grr... but the good thing was... i had some extra cash from the gov to pay of the study loan for this month.. hahha.. extra cash is always a welcome...

the first thing i'm gg to buy when i save enuf money is................. MASSAGE CHAIR....

i'm aching like an old women.... and it's only a first wk of work... anyway it's a good buy... we have two 'old' ppl in the house... plus me, pseudo old person... plus the overstrained commando in training...

a very gd buy indeed....