Monday, August 31, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
the old pattern of interactions no longer match the new thots behind the faces... it feels like we are all trying to remain the same around one another... but yet at the same time end up revealing that we have changed.. there is certain awkwardness in the conversations and of course... the conversations mostly revolve around other ppl... other things...
i feel disconnected.. but yet i don't want to give in to 'need' to behave like once a upon a time so that we can all remain stuck in that period in time.... so i chose silence as my partner for most part of the time.... i don't think i can keep up with this any longer... i can't see any pt in it anymore... i'm not a person who lives in the past... i look forward to the future and enjoy the present... memories are nice... but they are meant to stay in the past... so that new memories can be created...
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i have often wondered... am i so unsatisfied with alot of interactions with people cos i have found the kind of interaction that feed my need the most... or is it cos the interactions of late are..... just... unsatisfactory...
i feel disconnected.. but yet i don't want to give in to 'need' to behave like once a upon a time so that we can all remain stuck in that period in time.... so i chose silence as my partner for most part of the time.... i don't think i can keep up with this any longer... i can't see any pt in it anymore... i'm not a person who lives in the past... i look forward to the future and enjoy the present... memories are nice... but they are meant to stay in the past... so that new memories can be created...
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i have often wondered... am i so unsatisfied with alot of interactions with people cos i have found the kind of interaction that feed my need the most... or is it cos the interactions of late are..... just... unsatisfactory...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
sometimes i wonder is it really cos i don't want to grow up or i am not allowed to grow up... i have an overextended emerging adulthood...
i'm 24.... there are alot of things we all should let go off....
hmm... how to show someone that one is mature and independent... i thot it was apparent... but it end up being apparent-ly not...
all i need are chances.... i shall strive to create them....
i'm 24.... there are alot of things we all should let go off....
hmm... how to show someone that one is mature and independent... i thot it was apparent... but it end up being apparent-ly not...
all i need are chances.... i shall strive to create them....
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
ARGHH!!!!!!!
if the font could be bigger it would have been bigger (stupid html code don't work one... increase font to 900 also so small.. bleah.. no kick..).. but anyway... not as pissed off with the world i was just now.... nothing hot soup and k-drama can't solve.... yum yum...
my mood hasn't been too gd lately... sigh....
if the font could be bigger it would have been bigger (stupid html code don't work one... increase font to 900 also so small.. bleah.. no kick..).. but anyway... not as pissed off with the world i was just now.... nothing hot soup and k-drama can't solve.... yum yum...
my mood hasn't been too gd lately... sigh....
Thursday, August 06, 2009
AH~~~~~~~... OMG~~~~ damn nice lar~~~~~~... haahaha... sorry... HAD TO gush.... it deserves gushing...
just finished watching 'The man who can't get married' korean version on Viikii..... i would have to say.... it will prob top the chart for my favorite film list for many years to come....
sorry sharon.. didn't mean to post it... but... can't help myself... hehz... it's ok.. i watch with u again when u come back...
i think this is one of the few shows that i can watch over and over again lar...
just finished watching 'The man who can't get married' korean version on Viikii..... i would have to say.... it will prob top the chart for my favorite film list for many years to come....
sorry sharon.. didn't mean to post it... but... can't help myself... hehz... it's ok.. i watch with u again when u come back...
i think this is one of the few shows that i can watch over and over again lar...
Sunday, August 02, 2009
i guess i missed being pampered... well.. not that i've been pampered before.. but it feels good to not think... to not do anything... yet everything u want is being done for u.... ah... so nice to dream abt this kind of thing.. ahahhaha....
the key is everything YOU WANT.... i guess... is the hard part... i don't think many could guess wat's on the other person's mind... much less.... guess it and is willing to do it for that person... so... a dream.. but a nice dream nontheless...
the key is everything YOU WANT.... i guess... is the hard part... i don't think many could guess wat's on the other person's mind... much less.... guess it and is willing to do it for that person... so... a dream.. but a nice dream nontheless...
sometimes it's nice to know that there is someone who will take care of u.... alot of times we take it for granted... but i learnt a lesson yesterday..
i highly doubt u will be reading this but... thanks alot... maybe u didn't think about it when u did it... but i felt safe and warm inside....
hmm... need to learn to be more appreciative of ppl's actions...
oh.. i really have to say... having a guy at work is very much appreciated and being treated like a female is not that bad at all.. ahahha... well.. at least i'm spared from lifting cartons for the day... ah~~... =)
i highly doubt u will be reading this but... thanks alot... maybe u didn't think about it when u did it... but i felt safe and warm inside....
hmm... need to learn to be more appreciative of ppl's actions...
oh.. i really have to say... having a guy at work is very much appreciated and being treated like a female is not that bad at all.. ahahha... well.. at least i'm spared from lifting cartons for the day... ah~~... =)