hmm... 3rd nov is coming... i have no idea wat to think of it...

i should be excited, worried, anxious etc etc..... but... me as me.... the feeling department's not working very well...

working for 3hrs at the taka chinese dept alone.... hmmm... chinese dept is as big as the whole bugis store lar... lol... well.. at least i don't have to handle payment and membership sign up.... i think the rest are feeling worried and anxious for me... haha.... maybe that's why i don't feel it...

hmm... i think feeling nothing is scary... at least i used to feel gan jiong or tense... scared i not up to it.... hmmm... i wonder wat it means to not be feeling them now..... prob a gd thing... prob nothing... prob my retardedness is growing...

feelings... when u have them, u either end up loving them or hating them.... when you don't... i don't know... must ppl feel about everything?

sometimes i feel i'm in the wrong place.. maybe i belong in some nunnery or some disciple of some zen master... lol... i would have been some highly skilled person there.. don't even have to learn to control feelings and emotions...

ooo~~~ came across this mtv/mini movie by jolin tsai... it's called 特务J... very cool and very touching.... interesting show to watch.... very good concept for promoting her songs...


another agent show... the recent korean movie, my girlfriend is a special agent... i think that's the eng title... nice... cute.. haha... i like.. and icing to the cake... the male lead screams like a girl... wahahhahaa...

drop aud drop..... drop drop drop......

oh... hahaha... sharon, u can change back ur aud first... i'll stop chanting for awhile... lol...

but i really think it will drop somewat even without my chant.... so it depends on whether u want to earn more or less.... lol....

pimples are growing on my face.... gasps.......

sigh.... better stay away from fried food and chilli for awhile... count soft drink in for the to-avoid list...

time for skin care? hmmm...

but that includes sleeping early and drinking lots of water.... hmmmmm.....

omg~~~~ got the reply for the bintan trip package! hahaha... i hope can get to book..

check out the droolsome deal...

One night accommodation at a privately owned Seafront Villa - 2bedroom waterside villa, with Master Bedroom with king sized bed, en suite bathroom with separate shower and outdoor sunken bath/Jacuzzi, 2nd Bedroom with 2 single beds, en suite bathroom, infinity pool, pool deck and gazebo with day bed and outdoor dining set, Balinese courtyard entrance, flat screen TV in all rooms, books, magazines, CDs/DVDs library, etc...

and that's not all... we get to have a 4 seater buggy to ourselves the whole 2 days and a private vehicle with chauffeur up to 4 hours. Also, complimentary massage for 1hr, dining vouchers and hampers!! haha... so shuang lar....

i wan i wan i wan!

"Man’s only progression, here or hereafter, must be founded on knowledge. Only by its means can he subjugate his external environment and enjoy its opportunities. He who is ignorant of the laws of his physical body incurs illness. He who is ignorant of the laws governing acquisition remains in poverty. He who is ignorant of the social laws of his land is likely to be deprived of his liberty."

bought a new weighing machine! can measure body fat and water... so cool lar.... but.. now i can't hide the fact that i'm fat fat... =(

ok.. they are back... finally..

i.am.traumatized!

all the blogs on my blog surfer vanished!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!

the only blog left was sharon's....

wat am i to do?? groanz..

sigh...

a sense of restlessness...

it's so cold in the store that i am almost turning into a snowman... and christmas isn't even here yet..

had a good laugh watching ugly truth.... it's been a long time since i laughed so hard watching a movie....