some introspection..

i realise that sometimes i say things that i don't mean when i get upset.. hmm..

i also get angry when i get upset.. lol... maybe to mask how upset i really am..

i think i don't feel alot of emotions becos i haven't encountered situations that produces them..

i'm capable of empathy.. lol.. i think i only feel it when ppl show raw outbursts of emotions + words.. easier to understand when they say it out.. it's even easier when i have experienced something similar..

i love mental closeness.. to be understood and to understand..

i have learnt not to fear my flaws.. i can confront them better now..

i believe i know wat kind of guy i want.. just that he haven't showed up yet.. lol.. lost maybe..

i still don't understand why ppl keep secrets, but i respect their decision..

i overindulge friends..

either everyone has issues or i tend to make good friends out of ppl with issues.. especially ppl with trust issues..

my loyalty overrides promises... this one is a shocker.. never did thot i would do that.. frankly quite disturbing.. still feeling uneasy abt it.. maybe it was an anomaly.. i hope so.. sigh..