do u know why i want to understand ppl? it is just so that i won't hurt them.. won't hurt their good intentions won't hurt them with misunderstanding.. i know it hurts to be misunderstood.. when ppl don't understand me, it makes me feel alone in this world.. i don't want ppl to feel like this.. it's a terrible feeling to have..

does it make me too invasive, breaching ppl's defenses? does it make me a busybody who don't know when to back off? or does it make me look like a manipulator who is digging for secrets? maybe it is so in others' eyes.. so disheartening.. is there no good that ppl can do for one another? or just that ppl don't believe in anything anymore?