I remember that you used to tell me that it was frustrating to be angry with me when I did not realize that I had made you angry and continue treating you as if all was fine and gay..

I finally understood how it felt and I have to say that.. being on the receiving end.. made me realize how sometimes people can hurt others unknowingly.. and made me want to be more careful of how I  treat people..

It made me wonder what were the things that I had done that irked and bothered you then.. but I guess I will never find out..

I now sort of understood why you didn't bring it up when these situations occurred.. sometimes it seems a bit silly to me when I get upset over things that other people did but yet they did not realize.. makes me wonder if it is that big a deal to be angry over or disappointed over what was being said or done.. if the incident that occurred was of no great significance and the emotion that arose out of it was due to sensitiveness of myself then is it a worthy point to bring it up to the other party? what good would it do and how would it help?

I guess I need to learn which are the issues to bring up and which are those that I should let it blow past.. and learn how to manage my emotions for them..