this is the first time that i felt truly at ease at the workplace. like a... i belong here and my skills/knowledge/ability is wat this place/team/company needs.. comfortable in my own skin.. of course there are times when i feel anxious that i'm unable to meet the expectations.. and there are times when i wonder if i could handle what is thrown at me.. but i think the past few years had trained me well.. did my best to manage my own expectations, emotions and the workload.