counting down to the day i step down and step up again..

happy? sad? anxious? i don't know... just hope it comes quickly and ends quickly.. cos most of the unknown will be cleared out, allowing me to make my choice..

feelings of being in the old comm and running for the new one..

hopeful.. see alot of wat can be done with time to plan, enuf manpower.. a new start.. alot of responsibility for new comm.. little unsure of how/wat i can contribute.. need to work out my thots more.. alot to think about...

alittle sense of loss.. cos ppl that i have been working with for the past half a yr will no longer be there in the comm.. everyone seems to be looking forward to the day they hand over.. but for me.. it is still a qn mark.. celebration? don't know.. definitely happy for them.. for me, maybe too.. a bit hard to share that feeling with someone cos no one's in the same situation as me..

well.. to end.. putting up a phase that i have been hearing quite often recently.. 'see how ah.. see how..'