is it so hard to trust?

sigh..

maybe they just fear to lose the ppl they care about.. controlling other's actions and decisions is just a way to prevent ppl they love from harm..

but.. how long can one keep others by their side? how long can they 'protect' them? how many know that they meant well though it may not be the best method to keep their love ones safe?

i feel like a bird trapped in a cage.. well fed.. well taken care off.. but.. will i ever be free?