hmm... i have a feeling that i can't describe... it's the same feeling i've felt during my graduation ceremony..

it's like a feeling of being in the wrong place.. or rather.. feeling like i don't belong.. almost like walking into someone else's house thinking it was my own.. but it wasn't..

it's as if i am 1 yr late.. late for my graduation... late from stepping down.. the ppl i hoped/expected to see were not there... cos.. i'm 1 yr late..

not that i'm unhappy with the ppl who shared (graduation) / will be sharing (stepping down from comm) these experiences with me... just that.. i don't know.. i feel displaced somewhat..