need to work out some things that i'm feeling.. confusing.. not sure why..

maybe i'm just too used to talking to u often.. that i being to feel weird when we don't talk.. when i don't see u.. when i don't a response.. when u don't tell me things.. maybe i expect too much.. don't think i am a very possessive friend.. but don't know why it looks like it now..

i don't expect to be your best friend.. cos i believe that there is no real 'best friend', best friends are a myth.. r/s between friends are all different and is hard to compare one to another.. so.. i'm confused..

i need to learn not to expect.. to take things as they are.. and be happy about any progess..