very random post..

the store is very cold today..

it's very odd that now's the fifth week of sch.. i haven't even had the feeling that school started..

i've been getting in the habit of being late.. is it when i give up on the possibility that ppl will be punctual that i lose my ability to keep time?

i'm still unable to say wat i have to say when i don't feel it.. how to feel it and then say it? my inability to feel has worsen..

everyday seems to pass in a blur.. no anticipation.. nothing to look forward too.. gosh.. i sound love sick.. hahha

brings me back to the point about wat's the pt in doing the things that i'm doing... to wat ends.. thru wat means.. i have no idea.. i'm doing cos if i don't do... i know nothing else to do..

i'm dropping.. dropping back to my baseline.. save me..