waiting..

why do ppl wait?

ppl wait for the things they want.. be it a person they want to meet.. something they want to see or have..

to me.. the amount of time, effort and energy spent on waiting equates to the importance of watever i'm waiting for..

waiting: To remain or rest in expectation

i guess expectation is the key in the above definition.. when it's not met i guess i can say that the person who waited, wasted his/her time, effort, etc..

well.. waiting or not.. it's a personal choice.. and i guess only i can know whether it's worth the wait..

waiting requires patience..

patience: an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay

and that is something i seem to be losing.. i don't know.. i guess i'm just getting tired cos i'm alway waiting.. 22yrs of waiting for various things and ppl...

sometimes i wonder all the waiting i did in the past.. was it worth it.. wat happens when i don't wait.. wat happens if i just run my pace without caring if i left anyone or anything behind.. but i always couldn't bring myself to do that.. cos i'll always be asking myself this qn... wat if i miss something that could have been the most impt part of my life?

so i guess... waiting will still very much be a part time job of mine.. just that i need to cultivate my patience.. and be able to accept that though i've waited, i may not get wat i've been waiting for..