finally cleared my things out from the school.. nothing more to go back for.. it had a feeling of finality.. i have nothing more to do with the place that i spent 4yrs plus in..

letting go.. easy to say, hard to achieve.. but the first step is always walking away.. and then the feelings will slowly fade.. forgetting is an inbuilt mechanism that helps human beings cope with the ever changing world.. allowing them to move on...

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i seem to be stuck... the feeling of being in between places, time and space.. can't seem to step out of it for i know not where to go.. i am lost... not knowing my role in this world.. not knowing my worth..

i need a beacon...

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something more light hearted in case my troublesome cousins say that i'm emo-ing again... haha...

i went for a walk today... 3.5km.. all the way from jurong east mrt station to clementi mrt station.. wanted to walk all the way to nus but.... due to my lousy choice of footwear for walking.. had to stop at clementi cos i was developing blisters on my toes.. so yes.. never wear slippers for long walks.. and, pt of info.. it takes 40mins to walk 3.5km..

u might be asking why the sudden interest in walking.. well... been cooped up in the house for too long, to the pt that my dad is worried that i might develop depression or something.... and like yar.. was watching 'supersize me', seeing the amt of macs the person ate and all the obese ppl walking around in the film made me think that i should like be healthier and do some exercise..

still feel like cycling though... anyone up for it?