it feels... strangely... unsatisfying...

hmmmmm... don't know...

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seems like i have less and less 2nd chances to dish out nowadays... not sure if i've lost my patience with ppl or too quick to make judgements and sticking to them... hmm...

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it's a bitch when ppl u have complained abt mins ago comes offer you help.. sometimes i feel a stab of guilt for passing such a quick judgement before the person can prove himself... other times... i feel that i have made the judgement based on observations of their behavior and them being nice to me is aside from it... sigh... this confuses me...

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i'm not sure if i'm getting wat i want from this but i'm enjoying myself quite a bit... and... money is currently not a need, so it hasn't really fall into my consideration... BUT then again.... one should plan further ahead... and money definitely will be a need in the future... the question is... can i afford to take a gamble that i can manoever such that i enjoy wat i'm enjoying now and still get the money i need when i need it in the future...

it will certainly take some skill and luck...

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i've been getting quite a bit of these weird vivid dreams that seems to make sense but doesn't at the same time... i wonder wat they mean....

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and abt the h1n1 business.... i'm not afraid to get it... i just don't want my mum to get it... so that means i need to be careful that i don't get it... gah....

for my mummy... i will be guai guai and don't anyhow run.... hmmm.... can't avoid work though... zzzz....

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one more thing... they are having a sequel for alvin and the chipmuncks!!!! sharon... u come back we watch... it shows in dec.... and it's called.... Alvin and the Chipmuncks 2: The Squeakuel... hahha.. so cute right... squeakuel...