Taipei Solo Trip - Day 1

Technically day zero was also sort of overlapping into day one but we r not in Taipei yet so.. hahaha.

Taoyuan airport is surprisingly empty. Two observations here.. One thing i did realise was that the wifi is cheaper to be bought here than back home. Another is that.. though the high speed rail is super fast.. waiting for the bus to the rail station and the journey there was not worth the whole effort of cutting time. It's definitely better to travel by the metro.

 After almost an hour (see! totally not worth the money spent) i finally reached taipei main station. It is a super huge n complex underground system that connects to a lot of different places.

 I finally managed to check in at my hotel at 8am but that means that i had like almost 7 hours to burn before i could be given a room. Gah.. no more red eye. 7 hours is freaking long when you have no slept the previous night. I dragged my cold sorry ass in search of good food to comfort my weary body.

However, it was not meant to be.. after 15 mins of walking and passing by the famous doujiang place which was packed with ppl.. i could not find my jinfeng braised meat place at ximen. Sigh.. i was so disappointed that i went in search on huayin and lungshan temple.

Funny that i kept walking pass food places and refusing to eat cos it does not look appealing or smells nice.. i was so bloody hungry that i could eat a cow. I ended up somewhere near lungshan temple and ate at a roadside store.. it was ok.. quite cheap too.

Thankfully i managed to get a good reading at the temple and it warmed my soul. Despite the rain thru out the day and the mishap with what happened before reaching the temple and the constant rain.. it was looking to be a good day.

After the temple, i went in search for ximending. It was quite quiet since it was still very early. Not much shops were open, and not many people were walking around. Tried to burn as much time as i could there.

Went to view an old mansion cos it was still early to check in. Best decision ever as i chance upon a braised meat shop that smelled super mouth watering. Of course it was decided that my lunch would be there.

After lunch.. finally went back to my hotel n got a room.. bathed and slept till 8pm.. hahhaahah..

Woke up, went back to xmd and ate the famed ah zong and also rose salt beef cube that my cousin raved about.. yumz. Though the night time xmd atmosphere was good.. the mood was dampened by the rain that came out of no where n got heavier.. no shopping for me....

Finally went back to the hotel after a failed shopping attempt. Shall call it a day.

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Day 2 to 5

There is a lot to write about.. but I guess the most impt thing was that I enjoyed my trip.. it was eye opening.. it was carefree..  it was peaceful.. and it was something that i needed.

I'm gonna go back there again! so many place that I have yet to visit nor fully explored..

yeliu... jingguashi.. hualien.. and many other places..

maybe I will try a dorm or a minshu next time~

Taipei Solo Trip - Day 0

3 hours early for my flight and I burned some of it eating macs.. macs is almost like a tradition of sorts for predeparture at T2.. and talking about this.. I'm reminded of you again when i think about T2 macs..


I'm super glad that I no longer am as guai as I was cos otherwise I would have wasted my time waiting to collect my wifi device at the scheduled timing. It pays to ask and to check out the details.


I thot I would have a smooth trip from there on but alas.. it was not to be. I was stopped by the scoot employee before i could enter departure gates. It went down hill from there.. cos I knew that my bags were more than 10kg despite having packed super light and the only heavy thing was my office laptop and its charger. I really should have left the laptop at home.. sigh.. it caused me quite a bit of grief. Anyways, I attempted to lighten my load by removing liquids from my bag and putting portable stuff on me cos I sure as hell won't pay 40 bucks for 3kg of weight. I guess the scoot employee saw my determination and gave up trying to squeeze some money out of me and he let me through.

The flight itself was... challenging.. trapped in the window seat with a fidgety coughing kid, cold, hungry and unable to fall asleep.. remind me not to ever get on a red eye ever again. And maybe it's time to buy a jacket that is warm enuf..

I was so glad when the plane finally landed and I could get out.

What would you do, if you knew you couldn't fail?
How big would you play, if you knew that you could survive any heartbreak, any breakdown, any betrayal?
What would you do if the things that you were afraid of, were absolutely nothing but the opportunity to get stronger in your faith, stronger in your resiliency?
What would you do? Who would you love? How big would you play? Where would you leap?
How would the world benefit differently? How would the world benefit differently because of who you decided to be?
How would the world be a better place to live because fear didn't have you standing on the edge?
What would you do if you were told that you get to do it afraid, that you don't have to wait for the fear to leave, that you get an action, the fear gets to dissipate into the nothingness that it always was?
What would you do? How would life be different? How would the world be a better place to live?


You will have to reprogram the fibers of your being. You will have to become someone that you have never been before.
You want to go somewhere that you have never gone before? You'll have got to do something you have never done, you've got to say something that you have never said, you've got to go to a place in you that you have never even been.


I stand here in my greatness. I own my light! I own my brilliance! I am Bold, I am Courageous, I am Perfect in my imperfection. This is my time. This is my time! I'm Bright enough, I'm old enough, I'm experienced enough, I'm wise enough, I understand that I. Am. Enough!

I accept that my fear will be in the car with me, but it will not be in the driver seat!

I am ready for my next best season because I know that I am the author of my autobiography. I am the designer of my own destiny. I am writing my life story and I'm writing a life story that I'm gonna love reading, and others will be inspired by. On one page, they will read my fears and on the next page, they will know I did it anyway. I commit to hold fear in one hand and passion in the other and leap. And leap. And leap! Every time. Every time! i ask that each of you hold me accountable for my contribution on this planet. Don't let me off the hook.


~ all by Lisa Nichols

i need more focus..

i need more drive..

i need more SOPs and check lists..

the past two months had been challenging.. my weaknesses/flaws are starting to show.. maybe i should say.. my points of improvements have presented themselves.

my focus seems to be shifting towards how i feel about the mistakes that i make at work and how ill-suited my weaknesses are for such a role.. i feel that i have not risen to meet the challenge and have found myself drowning in the crashing tides. drowning and unsure of how to ask for help and what to ask for help for..

maybe i'm just tired from driving myself too hard.. maybe i've been attaching to much meaning to all of these.. is my expectations of myself realistic? am i suited for what i am doing? am i on the right path? y am i doing all this? what is it for?

i hope that i get out of this funk soon..

can't believe that i'm planning my solo trip to TW!

half filled with trepidation and half with excitement. it's been a struggle to convince myself to do it.. battling with long forgotten fears and anxieties.. pushing myself to work thru them or learn to manage them as i plan this trip.

it's funny to think that people all over the world past and present travel long distances or live away from their family from a very young age and here is a 32 yr old who is worried about travelling to a nice and friendly country that uses a language that she is familiar with. what a sheltered life i've lived.

i've been building.. my confidence.. my independence.. my coping mechanisms to my anxieties..

sometimes i wonder if my anxieties are not my own but was instilled to me since young. i would really love to find out the root cause of it.

maybe i will find my answer during the trip.

i'm anticipating quite a bit of things that would be brought to head in this trip.

*reminder to bring laptop to write them all down..

this is the first time that i felt truly at ease at the workplace. like a... i belong here and my skills/knowledge/ability is wat this place/team/company needs.. comfortable in my own skin.. of course there are times when i feel anxious that i'm unable to meet the expectations.. and there are times when i wonder if i could handle what is thrown at me.. but i think the past few years had trained me well.. did my best to manage my own expectations, emotions and the workload.

this sort of marks the end of a tumultuous period in my life even though i'm only technically freed after the 30th.

it was unexpected and harrowing time to say the least and definitely one of the darkest period that i have been through. dark in the sense that i feel like i was sucked into another world and lost myself. a side of me that i never knew came out and i'm unsure as to how to process that. it is like Alice in Nightmareland.

maybe i am a tad dramatic in my description but if you are the one experiencing it, you would feel so as well.

well.. with every great upheaval, comes great opportunity for growth. i believe these lessons will serve me well in life.

onward to the next adventure!