just realised that i hadn't had a good conversation for a long long time after today's nice long chat in the canteen.. for the past month or so, the things that had been going thru my head were just things that i saw in front of me that needed to be done, be solved.. no wonder my head felt so heavy..

not that i didn't talk to ppl but.. just didn't had those that make me think and ponder on things that are deeper.. things that make me question myself about.. things that i have not been aware of.. and working my mind to think about them brings my mind to a clear and sharp state... well.. at least i feel that it is..

no idea why but my mind seems to love this kind of things.. maybe i should have taken philo.. erm... on second thoughts.. no thanks.. will die writing..



it is very disturbing to find urself taking out the store keys when u are standing in front of ur house door..



pls don't say hurtful things to ppl u love.. it hurts deep..