funny thing how some things don't change.. 5 yrs ago i've been teased almost the exact same way that i'm getting now.. that feeling and wat happened, i almost forgot..

5 yrs of drought since then and now, it's back again.. the similarity is startling.. the teasing.. the 'can't seem to get out from the firing zone' kind of feeling..

a different bunch of friends.. a different guy.. a different situation.. a different perspective..

i'm no longer 17.. no longer curious of the unknown.. no longer take issues of the heart lightly.. and no longer have the 'just try and i might just find out that this is actually wat i want' kind of attitude..

i believe my callousness 5 yrs ago hurt someone.. i don't want to make the same mistakes..

yes.. i'm a person that doesn't like making mistakes.. no matter whether it's the same one or a new one..

i'm a passivist.. and i believe in que sera sera..

so.. wat will be, will be..

i will not be dwelling on this issue.. there are other things to do and think about..

and anyway.. there is no need to make any decisions or take any actions about it.. shall just let the teasing be the graduating gift for u all.. have some cheap thrill while u all can..