July.. a month of leaving..

With casey and cai’s departure last fri… vi flying off last sat.. and graduation of nott and all last sun..

Hmm.. maybe should change it to the week of leaving..

k.. jokes aside..

goodbyes.. I’m never good with them.. never knew wat to say or wat to do..

maybe a part of me wishes that it’s not true that they are not leaving.. or the other part of me which says.. yes, they are leaving, but this is not the end.. we will still meet and we are still there for each other even though we are physically worlds apart..

yet still there is another part of me that fears that I would burst out crying while saying goodbyes.. and the thought that we might not cross each others’ paths again..

its just too unbearable I guess.. that’s why I’d rather stand in one corner and not say anything.. not wanting to take about the future and give promises of meeting up at whichever date or time.. I don’t want to be disappointed when that day comes and we all could not be there..

still living in denial that I’m graduating at the end of the year.. there is so much I want to do.. so many things I want to try.. so many ppl that I want to spend more time with..

left with 5 months.. where to spend it on?