matters of the heart and mind... things which i cannot fathom..

why are things so complex?

or should i ask... why do ppl see things as so complex?


i'm a simple minded gal that wants a simple life...


i can take it.. but.. it's tiring.. to always be thinking in other ppl's shoes.. sometimes i feel like saying.. get the hell out.. why do i have to be the one to understand... to take a step back so that u can take a step forward.. why must i be mature and live and let live.. i want to be unreasonable, irrational and illogical..

i want to be a brat.. i don't want to care about consequence...


ignore me.. i'm ranting..

will hit big bird once i'm done and be kuku and happy again..