i don't know how ppl can pretend that some things didn't happen but i can't...

when things happen.. i categorise them either in the i mind or i don't mind category.. there is no pretend it didn't exist category... if i don't mind... then... erm.. i don't mind.. hahahha... but if i mind.. then.. either i resolve it or run away from it.. hahha... but there is still no pretend it never happened response...

so yes... i'm still trying to figure out wat to do with things i can't run away from or resolve.... sigh.. troublesome world... no wonder i'm leaning towards the solitude side more often nowadays... there are lesser things to confront when i'm with myself...

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ignoring the sentence about solitude.. today's fun... hahha... i do miss talking to alot of ppl... i miss the table and the ppl.... even though it's very different now... ah~~ i miss the old table.. but i still manage to catch ppl and chat with them... despite having to hunt them down at diff venues..

my diaphram is hurting from all the laughing i had the whole evening/night.. body and i really should start our own reality tv or something... and i believe sharon would be our number one loyal fan.. hahha... won't u so miss us and our rubbish when u are overseas? (u really should consider paying for our budget air tix to aussie, it's really worth it!) haahah...

i will miss sharmanda... shall keep reminding myself it is 10mths... i don't see some friends for more than 2yrs.. so i guess 10mths' ok.. hahaha... have fun there! remember wat to bring back for me!! hahahahha.. don't come back if u can't find any.. hahahahahahahha...

ok.. i think i gg gg gone liao.. another time...