alot happened recently.. money problems with the dept... psych soc problems... sigh..

why we so suay, i don't know...

the money issue.. nothing much i can do.. try to help as much as possible.. but damn irritated by it.. well.. it proves that there are disgusting ppl in this world.. feeling a bit useless.. can't think of anything to help solve the problem.. big big problem.. this whole thing is so screwed up.. i don't know wat to say..

psych soc.. sigh.. another one.. prep's coming and... a few signed up but not enuf.. the constant worry about who is taking over is argh! alittle frustrating.. cos ppl are not making up their minds fast enuf about wanting to commit to the soc or not.. well.. not that i came up with my decision to run or not yet.. been thinking about it for too long.. not good.. when had i become so slow at making decisions? but there is alot to consider.. things like.. am i competent enuf.. will my presence affect ppl who might consider running.. will i be able to contribute to the society.. or are there ppl who are more capable to do it.. too many things to consider.. or am i thinking too much? don't know wat to think..
fan ah..
haha.. the funny thing is.. i am contemplating to go ask a god.. don't know why but really.. well.. haha.. proves that humans when they have no where to look for ans.. they find something which can tell them.. hence necessity of god..